Well, this is kinda cool (I think). Who knows. I don’t.
You know I’ve always wanted say something profound. But it never turns out the way I would like it to. I guess thats why I’m a person of few words (at leased out loud).
Its like a friend asks me for advice on something important , but I can’t seem to give any. It frustrates the hell outa me sometimes. I mean I can’t seem to give it when I need too. My mind goes blank when someone asks me for advice. Maybe I should take a thinking class, maybe a speech class too…
Why is it people think that is collage the answer to everything? I mean some of the most successful people in the world never went to college.. what is it with people!?! Collage is NOT the answer to everything. A lot of people go and never use the their degree, or even work in the field they studied! Now, I know you are going to say that it will help you get a better job and all that stuff. Half the time it doesn’t. Degree’s can help a lot in some cases. Sometimes they can’t. I’m not sure I want a degree, I mean I want one but I’m not sure I could make it through collage. I learn differently, a lot of the times I have a hard time learning like every one else. It’s scary cause I’m still debating whether or not I want to be an NCIS Special Agent. If I go to the film school I can afford they won’t give me a degree, so if I decide I want to work at NCIS after I go to film school, I’d have to get a 4 year degree and spend more money, and more importantly time. I’m so torn between becoming a Film Director or an NCIS Special Agent you know, torn between love and my country. There is just something SO attractive about fighting crime, I don’t know what it is. But I love making movies etc, I just, I can see the big picture, and I’m good at that type of stuff. I hate feeling torn like this.
Well. I guess I should stop pondering for now.
Keep it real guys
Crystal
